that’s it. impulsive move! i’m moving to california just so we can have witty, sarcastic, and intellectual conversations. even make some music together. :)
ask away http://formspring.me/microgasm
I miss you.
It’s sad how late I notice your posts. I miss you’s too.
I don’t know what I should do.
I just enjoy the single life, being able to do what I want, talk to who I want, no limitations to anything. Everything is on my terms. I feel so selfish saying that, might be because that is a selfish thing to do. Break up with someone just because you want your freedom back.
My dad always said being single was in our blood, a womanizer per se. I wouldn’t go as far as saying that, but like my father, I enjoy living life at my own will.
In saying all of this to myself, I am still in a crossroads. Do I give everything I have into this relationship that can be salvaged, or do I cut the cord… I feel evil keeping her in this limbo land, but I don’t know any other way to go about this. She loves me, I can’t deny that. I also can’t deny that I love her as well. So why would I end something with someone I love?
WHY AREN’T ANY OF THESE QUESTIONS HELPING ME?! They make me want to ask more questions. Ugh, I don’t know what my next step should be.
I haven’t even posted anything in a few days and this is what i get… i’m going to go lay on some train tracks now.